Some things I planned. I planned to take care of myself, always, even from a young age. Thus, I planned to take care of my babies. I have spoken with older women who have already had babies – rather – they have spoken with me. I have listened. They wanted to share their wisdom and I wanted to receive it. I sought out the wisdom of my cousin Elizabeth. She has wisely reminded me pregnancy is a journey. We begin in one place as one person and we are moved to another place and become a fuller person. I planned to visit with her. I have learned much from her. Elizabeth and all the women of my circle have been my guides in planning a happy and healthy pregnancy. There are questions asked by some in the village about my pregnancy. But the mothers just want what is best for me and they only ask how they can help. I ask them questions, many. We share concerns and hopes as they guide me in being calm and receptive. I planned to be patient, with myself and my baby, even grateful. I was so during the first phase of growth especially the morning sickness; during the second phase of growth especially all the changes to my body; and during now this third phase of growth, especially the quickening of the baby. I have been planning for the baby’s birth. I have been planning who, beside my mother, will be the midwife by my side. Also, who will be watchful and silently praying for me at the edge of this coming excitement. But there are some things I did not plan. I did not plan to be traveling away from my mother and the other women during these final days of my pregnancy. I am reminded of my cousin Elizabeth’s words to me, that pregnancy is a journey. I did not realize how true this would be of my pregnancy. Who is the fuller person I will become? And what of Joseph as he and I are forced to leave our home in Nazareth? I did not plan for this. I did not plan to be a refugee, to be homeless.
Prayer: Beautiful Spirit, we vow to provide a home for those in need.
Question: Who do I need to thank for receiving me in my time of need?
December 18, 2022 Gospel Matthew 18-24 Fourth Sunday of Advent